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Usually when I cry, it's just a physical reaction to the pain. But today I am awash in discouragement. This morning, while trying in vain to ignore the agony in my joints and go back to sleep, part of a song kept running through my head. It's called "Doll Parts" and the line goes, "Someday you will ache like I ache." The woman who sings it (Courtney Love) sounds absolutely heartbroken. That's how I feel today.

Pain level: 9
Fatigue level: 9